I found myself frustrated last night when I realised that M was supposed to be for Music, I had just forgotten. Oh well.
Today is a new day after all, so it doesn’t matter anymore. N is today’s letter, and N is for Nerves. I get nervous about everything, really. I’m nervous about a trip I am doing on Monday and Tuesday. I’ve been nervous about this since last Wednesday when I finished my last trip.
I’m nervous about the work I am doing right now and whether it is correct, I’m nervous about something I need to do before the trip but am unsure how to do it, so I need to wait for a workmate to help me. I’m nervous about what will happen if he has not got time to help me out. These are just some examples. If I need to buy a bus ticket, I get nervous about that too. I’m hoping one day I can overcome this, and be more confident and more strong and not worry about every tiny thing because the outcome is always okay, and even if it wasn’t I could deal with it. But saying this to yourself and actually making myself work on these words is not an easy task.