i wish i was thinner

i wish i had more of a life

i wish i had more friends

i wish my room was tidier

i wish i enjoyed my job

i wish i’d done more with my life


so what am i doing about it? nothing.

i wish i was thinneri wish i had


Last night while sitting I leaned forward and experienced pain in the top of my leg/side of my groin. Feeling the area I found a marble sized hard lump roughly where my underwear leg sits. It was tender to touch and when I walk, sit for a while, or lie on my side in bed there is some pain. I walked more than usual yesterday so I don’t know if that has something to do with it, or if it is something more serious. I didn’t sleep a lot last night from worrying. I guess I give it today and if it’s still there, make an appointment with the doctor for tomorrow night. Or wait longer. Who knows.

Last night while sitting I leaned forward and